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I’m Singaporean. Truly.

August 9, 2009 · Leave a Comment

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

SINGAPORE!

It’s been a long time since I blogged about National Day. I felt the urge to blog about NDP 09 because it is the best I’ve ever seen and it has reaffirmed my commitment to the country.

Many of my friends know that I yearn to live elsewhere, maybe California, but I’m in fact very proud to be a Singaporean. I used to be, still am, and I’m pretty certain that I will be in many years to come. Nonetheless, does my desire to live elsewhere mean I do not cherish my roots here?

Get it right – I love to be a Singapore citizen but that doesn’t mean I have to live in Singapore as a testament of my loyalty. What then does it mean to be a Singaporean?

Queuing up/ signing up for the damn-hard-to-get NDP tickets? Saying the pledge just because we’re told to do so at 8.22pm on 9th Aug 2009? Or are we Singaporeans just by the very fact that we are born and bred here?

Yes, many Singaporeans have a list of things to lament about holding the PINK IC – CPF, ERP, HDB and MRT – but deep down, we still love Singapore…. right?

NDP 09’s committee invited famous bogger, Mr Brown, to blog about the parade behind-the-scenes. Despite his famously satirical commentaries on government policies and local issues, his contribution to Singapore is undisputed. He bridges the link between the government and the masses, in particular, those whose eyes are affixed onto the websphere all day long, otherwise known as the “online generation,” as well as the overseas Singaporeans. If not, why would Mr Brown be worthy enough to be part of the contingent for Singapore Day in London this year?

Consider this: If no one complains, would Singaporean youths know what’s going on (good or bad) in Singapore if we do not read the daily newspapers religiously?

No, online social media is the channel through which most youth learn about current affairs. If not for social media, would you have known about the ANA’s advert about Singapore:

Can’t understand? Offended by it, perhaps?

Watch this for the English subtitles:

Or…

Laugh at the Russians for twisting the legend of the Merlion?

“MERLION name was picked for a reason. It was inspired by the Asia-Pacific region – the origin of products which were a starting point in the company’s distribution business. The idea was to link the new name and ancient chronicles of inhabitants of the Indian Ocean’s islands. These chronicles mention a mythical character “half-fish, half-lion”, or Merlion – the guardian angel of Singapore.

One of the legends tells that ages ago a giant beast lived in the area, with the head of a lion and the body of a fish. The beast was guarding the ancient Singapore. When Merlion saw an enemy, its eyes would lit up with red fire and burn the foe to ashes. Never ever has Merlion missed the danger. And one day, when the country was menaced by a terrible storm, the majestic creature came out of the sea and saved humans from inevitable peril, and the country – from inevitable destruction. People of Singapore still worship Merlion. To commemorate their savior, they have built the 37 meters high stone sculpture of the lion-fish.

All legends chant Merlion as a brave and reliable defender of the country and its people. We chose the name of Singapore’s legendary guardian MERLION as the symbol of power, reliability and unfailing duty.”

Source: http://www.merlion.ru/eng/about/why/

If you had laughed at these, you know you’re a Singaporean.

Some of us may complain about everything under the sun for our own benefit or… simply because it is in our culture to do so. Just complain. At least there’s a chance that things would improve, some would say. Some of us may be apathetic because we feel that we may not be able to change anything… but when asked for our opinion, we do have something to say about it. The truth is, we may not be well-rooted here in Singapore by the traditional yardsticks but we are expressing our love for Singapore and giving back to the society in a different way, be it intentional or not.

As I’ve mentioned, NDP 09 is the most successful thus far. This year’s theme “Reaching out, reaching up” was extremely well done. It ventured out into the heartlands, shopping centres, and even online through its website, all forms of social media (Facebook, Twitter, etc.), and through mouth – or rather words – of famous bloggers, Mr Brown and Cruz Teng. There were kids giving out some cards in the city to wish Singaporeans “Happy National Day” in advance. I do not recall so much hype leading up to the NDP in the past. I applaud the committee for that. They know what they’re doing and how to do it right.

Also, for once, NDP was not dominated by those abstract mass displays which many Singaporeans can’t identify with… except for its aesthetics. This year’s line up was radically different. There were skits and significantly more song performances by local talents (other than the lip-synching combined school choir, but of course almost everyone else lip-synchs during NDP because they can’t afford to screw up). While Electrico’s “What do you see” isn’t as catchy and memorable as previous NDP songs, it’s definitely comparable to popular songs written by any US/UK band. That’s how they managed to connect with the youth of today. Catchy and folk-like NDP songs aren’t their thing, really.

Though I must say I prefer those folkish songs, especially Kit Chan’s “Home”=p

And of course, there was the “Pledge Moment” at 8.22pm. I heard the chime from home. I guess it came from Downtown East. But I didn’t recite the pledge. I just didn’t think that would make me less of a Singaporean. I’ve heard it being recited by my students in school but how many of them really know what they’ve committed themselves to? (And what’s the use of reciting it over and over again huh?) Do you think the Primary One kids know what a “democratic society” means? Come on, the origin of democracy (from the Greeks) is only taught in the Primary 5 English syllabus. That aside, I must say it’s a good movement. At least it offers youths who are matured enough to know what the pledge means the opportunity to reflect on what we had offered and what we have to offer to Singapore.

“Mean what you say,” the stage display read.

And no, you don’t have to craft a plan of how you can contribute to Singapore. You will probably do it naturally in one way or another. What the pledge moment aims to achieve is not so much as to remind you of what you SHOULD DO, but what you SHOULD NOT DO.

“regardless of race, language or religion”

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First mobile post=)

May 22, 2009 · Leave a Comment

I contemplated getting a digital camera from Japan that creates effects similar to those by a holga camera, i.e., out-of-focus, old-school colours.. But I didn’t get it as I had to save up for my grad trip… Fortunuately, I came across two very cool apps for my iPhone that do the trick – ToyCamera and QuadCamera! Here’re some shots I took of Olie:)

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the weeKeNd.

July 2, 2008 · 3 Comments

Yes, it was THE weekend that I was looking forward to=)

I met up with the SMU gang from the Sino-Singapore Exchange on Saturday for the much-awaited ktv session=) We went to this Top One ktv at Bugis (opp Toast Box/Breadtalk) and we were very lucky to get a room that was reserved for a party later in the evening (hence the balloons and fancy decor)! It was freaking spacious with 3 HUGE tv screens and a smoke machine (for stage effect)! Damn cool and relatively cheaper than the major ktv chains, I think… cost us $20 nett for 4 hours (up to 6 hours I think), coupled with free-flow of drinks=) It was really fun singing with these guys and I’m looking forward to MORE! haha. In fact, I’m quite surprised that I actually didn’t feel awkward being the only NUS guy amidst the SMU dudes and babes… This ain’t the first time anyway=p I was also in the company of SMU peepz the last time I went to explore the Southern Ridges… I wonder why I’m soooo not shy but it’s a good thing and

I DON’T QUESTION GOOD THINGS;p  

On Sunday, I had a JC-class-gathering-cum-Huixin’s-Housewarming…

 

 

… and the Sino-Singapore (predominantly NUS) BBQ gathering in the later part of the night=D 

To be frank, I was actually looking forward to meeting the Sino-Singapore peepz (whom I’ve known for a couple of months) more than my dearest classmates of 7 years=( Sigh. Is it just a fleeting feeling? I shouldn’t be feeling this way, should I? Have you ever felt vaguely detached from your older friends when a new group of friends comes along?

It is plausible that I am favouring (ok, not exactly that but I can’t find a better choice of word) a new group of friends for the sake of fostering the budding friendship… whereas we tend to be more secure with our older friends.

Or could it be that I am actually preferring to commit myself more to a new group of friends? I wonder. But one thing that I’m certain of is that I feel much more uninhibited with my newer friends than with my older friends. I guess the longer you’ve been with a certain group of friends, the more you would behave in ways that are consistent with your past (for what? I’ve no idea…), and when you meet a new group of friends, it is perhaps easier for you to establish a slightly different identity for yourself? More importantly, I believe, it depends a lot on what you’ve been through with each group of friends… I’ve done stupid things with the sino-sing gang but probably not with my JC classmates. Yup, that could be it. But why not in the first place?

Nevertheless, there’s no point comparing.  Different social networks have inherently different dynamics and it would be like comparing apples with oranges

(and yes, of course apples will win hands down! haha..)

cos i don’t eat oranges. bleah.

 At the end of the day, I will treasure every single one of you. you. you. and yes, you - CG13/01=) 

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Guardian Angel?

May 5, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Was looking through my phone folders and found this sketch done on my iPhone by Luyi……

 

Pretty Angel=) Ha. Wonder what she was thinking when she drew that…

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Shutdown Day… Can I resist the temptation?

May 3, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Ha, just read the papers and found out that it’s SHUTDOWN DAY today.

 

What is Shutdown Day? It was started in Canada by computer developers Denis Bystrov and Ashutosh Rajekar to urge people to unplug themselves from their computers and technology (including handphones!) today in an effort to regain control of our lives and re-connect with the non-virtual world. The aim is to also to get to think about how their lives have changed with the increasing use of the home computer, and whether any good things are being lost because of our increasing reliance on technology.

 

 

 

Can we really survive without technology? Do you use facebook and MSN to keep in touch with your friends – or do you have virtual friends whom you haven’t met? As urged by a psychiatrist, tech addicts may “find it harder and harder to live in the real world, using the virtual world as a form of escape… so slowly, they get less adapted to living in the real world and develop real feelings for the virtual world and its characters.”

 

In relation to my previous post, yes, I think I’ve been messing around too much in the virtual world that I’m becoming less adapted to interacting with people in the real world – not that I was any good to begin with… Hmm, so what can I do now? Ok, go offline. Ha. Nah, I’ve got resumes to send out, shows to watch, stuff to ramble about here… Anyway, it’s merely symbolic to do it for a day. We should consciously do it everyday if we truly believe in the cause. I think it’s hard to be devoid of the world wide web but it’s definitely easy for me to stay away from the phone because – I’m sad to say – I’m seldom contacted anyway=p

 

 

P.S. Note: That is not a hint for you to call me more often… I still prefer it not to ring *bleah* I welcome SMSes though=)  

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No longer about me

May 3, 2008 · 3 Comments

I have so much to say but I’ve no idea where to start, how to start and what’s appropriate to say here.

 

The past semester had been fraught with several ups and downs. I can almost be certain that I will have a bag full of Bs this semester which drags me further away from getting a first-class honours degree. Is that what I really want? Is that what I need? Ultimately it’s all about recognition and money isn’t it? But how important are those in my life? I have always thought that those were central to my life since I had nothing else to yearn for but idealism ultimately gave way to realism – What is the point when there isn’t anyone to appreciate one’s achievements? Besides, there comes a point when fatigue sets in and one can no longer achieve as much as before. How much longer can I use my achievements to define who I am? Not anymore and definitely not much longer. How else can I define myself then? I truly don’t know and that’s the crux of the problem. I do not need a list full of you-stare-at-them-and-they-stare-at-you achievements as much as I need better inter-relational skills to be a better friend to my friends.

 

I have always thought (again) that I am a good enough friend, occasionally caring for my friends, listen to their woes and help them with their problems but I can’t see beyond the role of perhaps a counselor. What makes a friend actually? Some use the term loosely and add random people on Facebook as friends. Has it come to an era when people do not understand the meaning of “friends” anymore? Yet, some, like yours truly, are slightly more discerning in whom they call “friends”. Again, it’s just like the term “emotions,” we know in our hearts what it is until we are asked to define it.

 

I am glad that along the way, several much appreciated friends made me realize what kind of friend I want to be and they gave me hope and anticipation and I can be in fact be a better friend. So don’t be too surprised if I’m nicer to you than usual… and having said that, please don’t expect too much as yet because it’s simply too overwhelming for me to attend to every single one of you. It takes time and I can’t promise anything but I will try… definitely=D

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